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Are you okay with going to Hell?

Bertrand H. Ngampa
May 17, 2023
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For years I was scared of ditching my Christian faith because I was afraid of going to hell. I grew up going to church and even though I am not a Pastor Kids I was always in church though. 

My mom is a die-hard Christian and her whole personality is wrapped around it. 

As I got older I started to travel the world and felt like trying new beliefs. 

Actually, I started to feel the disconnect with Christian and felt like I was ready to walk away but at night when I was in bed I would think about dying and would run back to church.

…finally, I was let down by a good friend that was Christian and I trusted wholeheartedly…

This same friend I was hiding sins and making excuses for… 

That made me finally ask myself. 

Whose life am I living mine or my mother?

I am grown and I need to start establishing my own beliefs and thoughts. At first, my mom didn’t understand why she felt terrible. But I had to explain to her that I need to be my own man and find my own way regardless of how my mom felt. I held my mom’s approval at a high level and in some things I still do but religion is gone. 

I accepted that Hell is a place for me. 

It sounds harsh, but it is comforting because I have accepted my new reality.

I know religion may be extreme but…

Where in your life are you still believing things because of your parents? 

I want to give you full permission right now to establish our own beliefs!

I am excited to dine with you in Hell ;-)

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