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Are you okay with going to Hell?
For years I was scared of ditching my Christian faith because I was afraid of going to hell. I grew up going to church and even though I am not a Pastor Kids I was always in church though.
My mom is a die-hard Christian and her whole personality is wrapped around it.
As I got older I started to travel the world and felt like trying new beliefs.
Actually, I started to feel the disconnect with Christian and felt like I was ready to walk away but at night when I was in bed I would think about dying and would run back to church.
…finally, I was let down by a good friend that was Christian and I trusted wholeheartedly…
This same friend I was hiding sins and making excuses for…
That made me finally ask myself.
Whose life am I living mine or my mother?
I am grown and I need to start establishing my own beliefs and thoughts. At first, my mom didn’t understand why she felt terrible. But I had to explain to her that I need to be my own man and find my own way regardless of how my mom felt. I held my mom’s approval at a high level and in some things I still do but religion is gone.
I accepted that Hell is a place for me.
It sounds harsh, but it is comforting because I have accepted my new reality.
I know religion may be extreme but…
Where in your life are you still believing things because of your parents?
I want to give you full permission right now to establish our own beliefs!
I am excited to dine with you in Hell ;-)